i see no sign of fortress.

2007-02-04T21:53:00.000+08:00

this blog no longer contains the chronicles and biography of the boring life of peiyi.

if you'd like to know more (which you really don't), it's here at www.thehellosandgoodbyes.blogspot.com

yes. goodbye.

2006-11-05T13:47:00.000+08:00

now i know why it's all so familiar.

MY BLOGSKIN LOOKS LIKE DEONE'S!

no wonder during the 1 hour i was customising this new skin, i kept thinking to myself, 'eh have i seen this anywhere?'

alamak.

but it's so difficult to find a DECENT skin online.

2006-11-05T11:52:00.000+08:00

the embarrassing week.

this is like the week of embarrassing moments for me. i was called 'Kuku' twice, labelled 'stupid' umpteen times. BAHHHH.

i thought francesco giambelli was french. and Anita Kuan had to shout 'He's an italian, you kuku!' OKAY.
Ms Ang Sin Sing was talking about the Christopher Lee case being talked about on the Joe Augustin show. Thinking she was talking about Christopher Lee, i said, 'Channel 8'.
I was on the phone for 5 minutes with Evelyn, when she asked me, 'Are you sure you got the right Evelyn?'
Happened in Megabytes. I thought i had soup with my meal and was waiting patiently UNTIL the server said unapologetically, 'Sorry you don't have arh'.
i muttered unintelligibly in Ramani's class. i seriously didn't know what got over me.

as Denise rightly pointed out, i should really stop talking.

2006-11-02T23:46:00.000+08:00

peiyi is more than just peiyi.

There are 8 letters in your name.
Your number is: 9

The
characteristics of #9 are:
Humanitarian, giving nature, selflessness,
obligations, creative
expression.

The expression or destiny for #9:
The expression that you exhibit is represented by the number 9. Your
talents center in humanistic interests and approaches. You like to help
others as you were intended to be the 'big brother or big sister' type. You
operate best when you follow your feelings and sense of compassion, and
allow yourself to be sensitive to the needs of others. You work well with
people, and have the potential to inspire.

This suggests that you could successfully teach or counsel. Creative
ability, imagination and artistic talent (often latent) of the highest order are
present in this expression. It's possible that you're not using or developing
all of these capabilities at this time. Some of your talents may have been used
at an earlier time in your life, and some may still be latent. Be aware of your
capabilities, so that you can make use of them at appropriate times.

If you are able to achieve the potential of your natural expression in
this life, you are capable of much human understanding and have a lot to
give to others. Your personal ambitions are likely to be maintained in a
very positive perspective, never losing sight of an interest in people, and
a sympathetic, tolerant, broad-minded and compassionate point of view. You
are quite idealistic, and disappointed at the lack of perfection in the
world. You have a strong awareness of your own feeling as well as those of
others. Friendships, affection, and love are extremely important.

Undeveloped or ignored, the negative side of the 9 expression can be very selfish and self-centered. If you do not actively involve yourself with work that benefits others, you may tend to express just the opposite characteristics. It is your role to be very involved with other people and their needs, but it may be difficult for you achieve this role. Aloofness, lack of involvement, and a lack of sensitivity mark the low road of this expression.

Your Soul Urge number is: 5
A Soul Urge number of 5 means:
The 5 soul urge or motivation would like to follow a life
of freedom, excitement, adventure and unexpected happening. The idea of
travel and freedom to roam intrigues you. You are very much the adventurer
at heart. Not particularly concerned about your future or about getting
ahead, you can seem superficial and unmotivated.

In a positive sense, the energies of the number 5 make you very
adaptable and versatile. You have a natural resourcefulness and enthusiasm that
may mark you as a progressive with a good mind and active imagination. You seem
to have a natural inclination to be a pace-setter. You are attracted to the
unusual and the fast paced.

You may be overly restless and impatient at times. You may dislike the
routine work that you are engaged in, and tend to jump from activity to
activity, without ever finishing anything. You may have difficulty with
responsibility. You don't want to be tied down to a relationship, and it may be
hard to commit to one person.

Your Inner
Dream number is: 22
An Inner Dream number of 22 means:
You dream of being a master organizer and a builder of monumental projects; of guiding a truly huge endeavor. Your secret fantasy is to think big and imagine
what could be done for the world. You may also dream of the huge rewards.

OH SO TRUE.

and if you actually end up here AFTER reading all that, tell me. i'll bow down to you.

2006-10-30T20:56:00.000+08:00

suffering from COSD.

HELP. someone knock some sense into me. i'm going through compulsive obsessive shopaholic disorder (COSD).

i'm dying (quite literally) to own the YSL muse bag, or the knockoff even.

and seriously, you know me and my lack of interest in leather bags but the muse bag is just OH-SO-PRETTY.

GAHHHH. HOW?

HELP.

2006-10-25T23:55:00.000+08:00

the power of superstitions.

was watching this fortune telling show earlier on and this er, fortune teller was saying how we could find out what we want to know using stones, or gems, or jade.

so i took my jade ring out and gave it a try.

AND I SWEAR, my hand didn't move at all but the ring was moving in circles/lines.

circles=yes, lines=no.

and the answers to my questions are so interesting.

SPOOKY.

2006-10-14T13:30:00.000+08:00

if grey's anatomy was my boyfriend.

i would never forgive him.

because, seriously? grey's anatomy makes me cry as if the world's gonna end tomorrow.

it's sorta like mcdreamy. it will hurt you but still you want to go there.

yeah. i'm still bawling my eyeballs out which explains the lack of words here.

2006-10-13T15:36:00.000+08:00

burst my bubbles.

WHEE I FINALLY RECEIVED THE DINO BAG I BOUGHT SEVERAL WEEKS AGO.

ADORABLE. (which happens to be my new favorite word besides 'cute'.)

but mommy dearest always has to be there to burst those happy little bubbles of mine, by giving me the tone of 'see, you've made a mistake purchasing this bag because there's a little hole there'.

now, it's not that i don't know she cares about where my money is going, but i'm being happy here and trying to rule out any flaws.

let's look at this situation from this way: i've just fallen head over heels with a married man, and telling me he's married is making me angry at you for making me wake up from this beautiful reverie.

FINE. BAD EXAMPLE.

but you get where i'm trying to go right?

BAHH.

anyways, i'm lovin' the entire 'Little Miss Sunshine' soundtrack.

2006-10-12T23:56:00.000+08:00

untitled.

i just did this personality test, where you draw a picture, and it will tell you your current state and your characteristics.

and according to the drawing, i have seven villians surrounding me, waiting for their chance to do me in.

phwoar. scary thought.

2006-10-12T14:45:00.000+08:00

i got fuckin' wasted last night.

i got fuckin' wasted last night.
i got fuckin' wasted last night.
i got fuckin' wasted last night.
i got fuckin' wasted last night.
i got fuckin' wasted last night.
i got fuckin' wasted last night.

RARR woke up with sore neck and a mad hangover.

but TO EVERYONE WHO WAS OUT THERE WITH ME LAST NIGHT, YOU HAVE MY ETERNAL GRATITUDE.

(err just in case you're wondering why i typed that six times, it's really because i got so wasted i can't remember anything. i'm pretty sure i was sleeping soundly like a little bear while the gang are trying to make sure i don't do anything stupid. hhaha.)

2006-10-09T20:57:00.000+08:00

so i don't really know where to start because as much as my life is mundane, alot happened in the past 168 hours.

and i don't really feel like talking about it, typing about it, so i'll just sum them up in a list.

Singaporeans are so barbaric when they see free food. I have come to believe that humans are restrained by monetary issues. as long as something's free, they'll lose the discipline just to get it.
Vivocity on the Saturday was nuts. yes i was working there and i didn't eat or pee because it's super cumbersome to go through the security at Tangs.
i am currently caught in fix. Correction, fixes. i don't know what i should do. should i say or should i not?
shopping on wed. FINALLY A REST.
working with Filipinos actually made me appreciate Singapore. they've been telling me how lucky i am to be born as a Singaporean. and they love how the government are dealing with the risk of terrorists. cool eh?

yeah. i really do wanna go watch my AMAZING RACE now and i hate how all my favorite teams are gone. The Muslims, the Indians, the Cheerleaders, and that father-and-daughter duo.

BAH.

2006-09-29T09:19:00.000+08:00

my sister is probably gonna kill me.

BUT somehow my niece looks alot like paul twohill in this picture.

bwahahahahahahahahahahaaha.

2006-09-26T02:10:00.000+08:00

did you realise...

that SI season 1 and season 2 is sorta kinda like similar in some ways?

the runer-ups and winners share some identical characteristics.
both runner-ups are rockers, so jonathan leong is kinda like slyvester sim, and the winners are the r&b and soul er, people, you know, taufik and hady.

hahaha.

yeah. just a little thing i noticed while stoning in the train today.

2006-09-25T00:08:00.000+08:00

hanky panicky.

for some reason, i've been in a weird state of panic.

i'm in the 'die-arh-siao-liao-arh' mood.

first of all... WHY IS NO ONE JOINING EVENTS MANAGEMENT FOR I.S. MODULE?!

yes, and so i'm panicking.

PLEASE TELL ME THAT YOU ARE. lol.

also, i've been thinking of my future (i have no idea why either).

what am i gonna do in the next one and a half year?
what can i possibly have a career as?
can i get what i want to do?
how am i going to answer the qns my interviewer's gonna ask?

so i do think i'm thinking a little bit too much, but i can't help it.

and what REALLY sets me panicking is that, i don't really have answers for the above qns.

2006-09-20T12:28:00.000+08:00

OH OH OH. ALL THE GREAT SHOWS ARE COMING.

right after i told dee that all my shows are over.

PROJECT RUNWAY SEASON 3 is TONIGHT.

AND GREY'S SEASON 3 IS TOMORROW!

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. excited i am.

three's a good number.

2006-09-20T12:23:00.000+08:00

all it takes is 5mins.

it's inspiration day today.

i have so many ideas popping out from my pea brain it's horrid.

and looking at the Ikea catalogue for the #456676878 times ain't helping.

i seriously feel like grabbing my room by its err, pillars and shake everything upside down and out.

wahahaa. but i'm pretty sure i'm gonna like, lose the momentum later.

yes. i'm off to prepare for work.

TATAS.

2006-09-17T09:52:00.000+08:00

movies and me.

i'm not a fan of watching movies in cinemas, because...

actually i don't really know why either? hahaa. but when i do watch movies, i'll always feel a pang of 'something' in my heart.

well, that's deleting all the stupid horror OMG-IT'S-THE-RING type of shows i've ever watched lah.

it's just that i always see resemblances in the movies that is so closely related to me.

and i'm blogging about this non-issue because i just watched Singapore Dreaming the other day.

because most of the reviews gave a pretty good err, review.

and i like the show too, because, OMG THE DAD AND THE MOM IN THE MOVIE ARE MY OWN DAD AND MOM.

the dad who thinks he's ALL THAT, and the mom who gave up what's outside the big wide world and devote herself quietly to the family and just covering up for the dad.

and it really did make me appreciate my mom more, although i'm not going to stop raising my voice at her when she gets annoying.

WHAHAHAAHAAH.

p/s: i just realised that i have so many things to blog about. siao liao arh.

2006-09-16T09:03:00.000+08:00

hello i'm here again!

YES I FINALLY GOT BACK THE IMPETUS TO WHIP MY LAZY BUTT OFF THE COUCH AND BLOG.

and i'm not going to tell you what i've been doing for the past 2 weeks, because it's really just ALOT of working and filming in between of all those working.

to sum things up, here are a few random things:

1. i keep bumping into familiar faces, including KT who gave a so-loud-the-whole-world-could-hear 'AYE' when she saw me.

2. Rockstar:supernova's over. been watching it for the past few weeks because ALL THE ROCKERS ARE DAMN GOOD LAH. but lukas won. i keep thinking toby rand would be the frontman since he's been the one getting all the encores. Dilana's good too, but i guess it's because she's a girl.

3. got my results and damn, it's horrid. but still i'm glad i passed. THE WORST GPA i've gotten but NEVERMIND, i'll work harder next sem. postivity is always a good thing.

4. i caught Singapore Dreaming the other day and it's good but someone thinks it's boring. i'll do an in-depth discussion of the show later.

5. i'm going to change my specs and cut my hair. (okay so you don't need to know that)

6. i'm going to ikea tmw! MEATBALLS, BABY.

7. i still have NOT watch the devil wears prada and pretty persuasion.

8. i feel like going on a picnic.

9. CSI:NY is over too. WHERE ARE MY SHOWS?!

10. i'm down with a freaking ulcer. CAN'T SPEAK.

2006-09-08T23:18:00.000+08:00

you will be seeing this picture for the next 120 hours.

2006-08-31T17:14:00.000+08:00

hello, bloggie baby.

i'm troubled.

and the issue here is, i don't really want to REVEAL ALL ABOUT HOW I'M FEELING AND WHAT I'M GOING THROUGH.

in one sentence, 'I'm stuck in a goddamn air-tight tupperware'. cannot. get. out.

aiyah, i'm freaking passive can.

i know i should, you know, do something about my situation now, and change something.

but, i don't really know how to? and i'm not feeling comfortable, at where i'm standing at.

aiyah, in one sentence, i need a friend.

it's like, i just keep getting afraid that once i tell things to ppl, they will turn their back on me.

like, now.

and the whole deal is, there really isn't anyone for me to talk to for SO LONG.

so i shut up and i pretend everything's fine, and act as if i'm really okay, but i'm not.

and people don't understand and assume what they think it's true.

shit, i actually sound desperate and pathetic.

pathetic pee wai. (that's an apt alliteration [no pun intended])

I AM JUST FEELING DOWN LAH.

and in the mood to WHINE AND COMPRAIN ABOUT THINGS.

CRAP.

and i just don't know what i want.

i feel so... all-tangled-up-in-a-mesh-of-wires-with-electricity-going-through.

2006-08-29T00:30:00.000+08:00

guess what i found?

i burst out laughing when i saw this:

fans of project runway would know. 'Make it work, Andrae'.

bwahahaha.

and this is old news but i just heard mrbrown's podcast on the parliament talk and it's SO FREAKING FUNNAY.

2006-08-25T00:27:00.000+08:00

anyone? anyone?

YOOOO ANYONE WANTS SOME 'TAI-TAI' RETAIL THERAPY WITH THE NOT-SO TAI-TAI ME?

lmao.

"according to vogue factory, "Enjoy discounts of minimum 15% on new arrivals
and fantastic prices on past season items from Singapore's hottest retailers for
one day only exclusively at Graze. Spiff up with clothes from Graze Owners' Rack
* Trixilini * Resham M by Resham Melwani * Retail Therapy * Granny's Day Out *
Conversation Pieces * Independent fashion labels by Simone Irani * My Baby's
Wardrobe. "

2006-08-25T00:17:00.000+08:00

yayy it's over.

2006-08-22T23:55:00.000+08:00

we are not 10GB computers.

where's the ethics in studying?

i can't comprehend this. how do they expect YOU A NORMAL HUMAN WHO BASED ON SCIENTIFIC RESEARCH ONLY USED LESS THAN 30% OF BRAIN to remember all these-

1. advertising objectives and strategies
2. media planning
3. consumer decision process
4. facets of effective advertising
5. and so many fucking bloody much more.

RAR.

2006-08-21T00:59:00.000+08:00

classification and categorisation.

I was reading justin's blog and apparently someone insulted his engrish, tagging 'you have bad english for a mass commer'.

and i'm sitting there, thinking, 'why do we often have the need to group people up?'

so what if you're a mass commer, a cleaner, a toilet bowl, a teacher, a pot of marijuana, or anything at all?

it's just like the Tammy NYP deal. Why do we have to put a 'NYP' behind or in front of her?

you're you, you're you.

I never believed in grouping people according to color [ok i can hear you saying 'Bullshit' but it's true okay], religions, nationalities, gender or any other physical traits.

If we were to ever classify people, shouldn't it be by their characteristics, their personalities?

yeah. but that's all that i think anyways. and what i think is not that important. so this is actually a pointless post.

2006-08-18T11:28:00.000+08:00

my greatest fantasy...

has nothing to do with beds.

it's to walk into gramaphone/hmv and basically buy ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING I WANT, and actually spend 400dollars and above on CDS.

yes. it'll be something shiok to just dump in the cds you want into the cart and then, without hesitation, buy it.

CDs that i currently really want?

1. The Fray: How to Save a Life

i'm an unofficial fan of theirs. "WHERE DID I GO WRONG, I LOST A FRIEND. "

2. Frou Frou: Details

i know their release is far from new, but i just got to know their music
and damn i like it.

3. Christina Aguilera: Back to Basics

it's funny how similar this cover looks alot like her debut album. but anyways, i think she CAN sing, so i support pop singers who can actually SING and not WHINE.

i still want alot, like Andrew Bird, Say Hi to Your Mom, the Lashes, St Etienne, The Afters, Cursive and the list goes on and on and on and on and on and on......

2006-08-17T18:54:00.000+08:00

OMG.

i put on Nsync's album.

and they rawked.

lol.

i'm still a closet fan [visual: a ceiling fan in your wardrobe], can.

i tell you, they are the BEST BOYBAND EVER.

2006-08-16T23:04:00.000+08:00

would you rather...

the other day i was in the cab to school, and as the uncle drove me past those great-looking, 'i-want-to-live-there-someday' architecture called the condos, i saw apartments with clothes hung out, as if these wet garments are welcoming you into the condos.

now, it's pretty unflattering, to be honest.

so, i was thinking, would you rather

be pretty on the outside and ugly on the inside,

or

be ugly on the outside and pretty on the inside?

i couldn't seem to rationalize it by myself because either way seems wrong, but there's never such a thing as perfection.

sure, any self-deceiving human would pick the latter choice, but when that is really happening to you, you'll prolly hate yourself for being the ugly duckling of the society.

yeahs. that's all i have to say today because i couldn't seem to post up any pictures.

roar.

2006-08-16T22:43:00.000+08:00

i never go out anymore.

instead... I SHOP ONLINE.

hahahahahhahhahhahahahaa.

okay. sorry. i'm having laughing fits.

errr yeah, i've been buying stuff online instead of going out.

tooooo lazy.

I JUST GOT MYSELF A NEW VINTAGE DRESS. WOOOOO.

so for all you peeps interested, just go over to www.emall.sg, or voguefactory.com to get all the links to the blog stores.

sorry no peektures.

toooooo lazy.

2006-08-13T22:21:00.000+08:00

HI, THIS IS AN ADVERTORIAL.

okay, so i know my blog has like zero frequency and zero reach, but because Dear Valenzia is such a kind-hearted and helpful business woman, everyone should buy something from her.
=D.

If you want shirts that make statements (like, literally too!), visit...

www.valashoppe.com

AND THEY HAVE PWETTY KYUTE ACCESSORIES. (LIKE MY CATWOMAN LEGO)

2006-08-07T01:00:00.000+08:00

you're so daniel franco, peiyi.

So there i was, watching the rerun of the first episode of project runway season 1.

and then the shoe dropped.

*clonk*

in the show, daniel franco was basically trying to give his best in everything he does, because he wants to make sure he makes it to the top.

(he skipped the partying to do measurements for his model caaan.)

but it obviously backfired, since he got eliminated.

then i realised, 'HELL, i shouldn't care so much, right? sometimes too much seriousness leads to nowhere.'

and so i have hereby decided, 'I DON'T CARE ANYMORE.'

I'll make sure things are happening where they should, but why should i be so bothered by it?

so bothered that i'm beating myself up for every single mistake, and pissed off my friends on the way?

SO, I'm going to make sure i enjoy this last week of crazy-hot-tempered-peiyi semester, and faces the new semester better than ever.

LOL. so cheesy it makes pizza hut cringe.

2006-08-04T15:45:00.000+08:00

so i went nuts with stress today.

i threw a big fat tantrum because i was so FUCKING DISAPPOINTED.

so i sorta offended justin. and i sorta overreacted.

well, cancel 'sorta'.

but i was really damn pissed because i NEVER LIKE LAST MINUTE WORK and when you tell me there's still things to correct ON THE DAY OF DEADLINE, i'll scream.

i don't want to be the babysitter, nor did they ask me to be.

fine, i'm just asking for trouble, and overworked.

and i've lost my momentum to throw temper.

but i feel bad for affecting people with my mood, but err.

i was just so FUCKING UPSET.

2006-08-01T23:15:00.000+08:00

the new year.

strangely enough, i keep feeling as though tmw's a new year.

haha.

maybe because mother is making her own home-made popiahs (even the 'crepe' thing).

haha she ever rarely makes it.

and maybe because thursday i'm going to a chalet.

haha. i'm feeling the whole 'hawaii' vibe.

LOL. i'm just feeling light-hearted and yet heavy-minded.

how is that even possible in the first place?!

2006-07-26T10:14:00.000+08:00

a peekture saves a gazillion saliva.

Dopey wants to be superman.

yeah. you get my point, don't you?

2006-07-23T20:56:00.000+08:00

RARR. I LOST MY EMO POST.

now i have to type everything all over again.

so i was leisurely (yes, i can't believe i'm using this word too) surfing through the old archives of all you people (dee's, clarence's, and er everyone else lah), and it hit me that

'WOW. we all changed'.

we became so much more heavy-hearted, and so much more... different.

and just so much have we drifited apart.

it's not easy starting a friendship, but it's too easy to lose a friend.

and the worst thing is? I'm not doing anything.

2006-07-22T22:41:00.000+08:00

signs that tell you that life is difficult.

1. you can connect the pimples on your face into a beautiful constellation.

2.you become olivia, popeye's wife. the nails start to look alot like the rocky road.

3. hair gone wild.

4. the music on your stereo become alot more motivating. you start to play 'BAD DAY', 'SCAR', instead of your usual music.

5. you have funny dreams.

6. you start filling yourself up with food. chocolate, chocolate and more chocolate.

OH YES, i have all 6 symptoms.

2006-07-21T17:01:00.000+08:00

lol.

T3 = Tyrant Tricia Tay.

lmao. that's what HER MOM calls her.

and oh so apt.

2006-07-17T23:16:00.000+08:00

new found solace.

WARNING: ULTIMATE CHEESINESS.

i'm going to sound like some mother, but looking at tricia's and caden's pictures make me alot better and a lot relaxed.

looking at them make me smile, and somehow, magically, make me forget almost everything.

TOLD YOU! CHEESINESS INVOLVED.

2006-07-16T09:57:00.000+08:00

mixed feelings.

the fact that i'm the editor for the newspaper, producer for the tvprod, self-declared person-in-charge for MM, AND the leader of our MRM, is giving me weird feelings.

i'm not stressed, nor am I exhausted.

and i don't mind working through the nights, but yet, sometimes i do feel like giving them all up because there's still 4 months to go.

i'm not complaining, but honestly, i can't blame anyone but me.

afterall, i agreed and volunteered with the roles.

i'm definitely a control freak, but i can't seem to trust people, you know?

that's like a big hurdle to cross. i'll probably end up to be some controlling mother, then an anal mother-in-law in the future.

MUAHAHAHAHAH.

2006-07-12T23:49:00.000+08:00

SERIOUSLY.

i want to scream anyone's head off right now.

like, literally have someone's head to explode in my face.

2006-07-09T03:06:00.000+08:00

WOW. thank you!

yes, thank you guys.

for making ALL THE WAY TO KOVAN.

it's really above and beyond the call of friendship.

you peeps are really good friends. (even my friend says so. she's like, 'THEY LIVE IN CLEMENTI AND THEY CAME TO KOVAN?! SOME FRIENDS!')

so, thank you thank you thank you.

i know it's a little late (it's 3.05am) to be sappy, but i just reached home and i needed to do this thank you thing.

if i could, i would give everyone a big hug right now. hahaha. tuesday, i'll do it on tuesday. wahahaha.

thank you for the presents!

and kenneth & co, did you give me an empty gift card?

wahahaha.

jh: yes, you're right! the shirt is pwetty! hahaa.

kenneth & co: it's my first gift card (besides the popular vouchers i once received) . and it's apt!

marie & dee: heheheehe so cute. i thought it was a pair of shorts so i opened it infront of like, everyone. and guess what it was. hahaa.

and to everyone: thank you for making it really special night. i didn't think everyone would come all the way down, and you did. i hope the food was good! and i'm glad we get to have a little get-together and cam-whore today!

=D.

have a fucking great time for the rest of your life,

peiyi.

2006-07-06T11:16:00.000+08:00

SO WHERE ARE WE GOING?

yo, t104/t109ers,

this sat we are going to............... GRAPEVINE!

it's located at upper serangoons.

so we can all meet at kovan mrt, then take a bus down.

the food is decent with reasonable prices.

i'll try to book a table for the whole lot of us.

2006-07-05T20:44:00.000+08:00

i feel like a worthless piece of shit.

because the hosting that i was pretty confident of doing, got screwed up. i really don't know why.

i'm not going to blame anyone, but myself.

so i feel like a piece of worthless shit.

and i totally blew my temper at innocent classmates today for no reason.

for that, i feel like a piece of worthless shit.

i haven't got my newswriting done.

and thus, i feel like a piece of worthless shit.

i feel like skipping classes tomorrow.

for that, i feel like a piece of worthless shit.

i screwed up today.

no words can describe what a worthless piece of shit i am.

and i think they are all monkeys.

and i should be more positive.

for that, i feel like a piece of worthless shit.

2006-07-04T21:20:00.000+08:00

posers.

i don't get it.

why are people so keen to be in the cookie cutter crowd?

they just HAVE TO FIT IN.

i'm not saying i'm not trying to fit in, but i mean, why do things just to be popular?

wear what others are wearing, discuss what others are discussing, watching what others are watching.

if you are you, you are you.

i see you.

and you.

and you.

all dying to fit in the norm.

but is the norm really the norm?

or is it just a dangerous epidemic, killing people with its hazardous influences?

NOW. be who you really are. that's what really matters at the end of the day.

ain't it?

RAR RAR RAR. i want my cuppa teh c.

2006-07-01T13:50:00.000+08:00

UNBELIEVABLE.

kt met mr teoh on the bus.

mr teoh, our add and e maths teacher with the super big and retro specs.

and here's the convo (she's i'm alive):

I'M ALIVE. says:
i met mr teoh on the bus

I'M ALIVE. says:
HAHAHHAHAHAHA

- lilies and lyla - says:
OMG

- lilies and lyla - says:
DID HE RECOGNIZE YOU?

I'M ALIVE. says:
the bus was crowded... and i had to sit beside him.. but i didnt realise it was him

- lilies and lyla - says:
DID YOU TALK TO HIM?

- lilies and lyla - says:
hahaahahahaahhahahahhahaa

- lilies and lyla - says:
STUPID

I'M ALIVE. says:
NO

- lilies and lyla - says:
can you be anymore blind?

- lilies and lyla - says:
hahaa

I'M ALIVE. says:
he didnt had his specs on

- lilies and lyla - says:
OOOOH

- lilies and lyla - says:
no wonders.

- lilies and lyla - says:
his trademark's gone.

I'M ALIVE. says:
and then i was thinking.. how come this man keep looking at me

- lilies and lyla - says:
ahahaha

I'M ALIVE. says:
then i look back.. i recognise the sneaky stare

- lilies and lyla - says:
i can't believe you. hahaha. THEN?

I'M ALIVE. says:
then i was like... OH MR TOEH

yea. i'm laughing like crazy now.

2006-06-30T23:32:00.000+08:00

RAR RAR RAR

this has been my pet phrase for the past few days man.

okay. that was random.

anyways, do you know how some people could just make you feel very good hanging out with them, but there are also others who you feel unease with?

i've never really felt that, but i did.

and it's not that i don't want to talk to her, but it's just that i feel REALLY UNCOMFORTABLE. so half the time i ignore her or give her an one-liner answer.

i know it's mean of me, and i wish i could be this sweet nice girl and befriend her.

BUT I CAN'T.

so... i'm feeling guilty.

so... i can't help it.

so... i have to blog about it.

RAR RAR RAR.

haha.

and, just to show that i'm 'IN' (I'M IN, YO):

Singapore idol has been everyone's convo topic. and i'm glad that matilda and jay got in. because at the very least, singapore did manage to vote for people who CAN SING, instead of CAN LOOK IT.

you know, maybe we shouldn't open up votes to choose for our favorite idols, because SINGAPOREANS CANNOT PICK.

it's a popularity contest, it's a friggin' pageant.

'OH YOU LOOK HOT! YOU CAN MAKE IT TO THE SHOWBIZ!'

it's not gonna happen that way. that never lasts.

just look at last season's SI. Beverly Lim Morata and Jessea Thyidor was voted out so damn freaking early in the season. and they are the ONLY TWO WHO CAN SING.

what's up with that man?

and what's with the girls going, 'SLY IS SO GOOD-LOOKING'.

HELLO??!!!

now, TWOHILL IS CUTE. no one can deny that, heh.

RAR RAR RAR. i'm so last season.

hahaa.

ciao, off to watch 'HUSTLE'.

2006-06-26T20:18:00.000+08:00

I WANT TO GO TO...

it's a flea market dedicated to ONLY LOCAL DESIGNS/DESIGNERS.

so the stuff won't be second-hand or stuff like that.

ANY TAKERS??????? it's this sunday.

hell, SUPPORT LOCAL TALENTS man. SO EVERYONE SHOULD GO!

hahah. propaganda.

yeah. tell me you'll go with me.

hurr.

2006-06-25T21:09:00.000+08:00

i want to be a... geek.

yes. geek, nerd, dork. whatever you call it.

because i just admitted to myself that i'm not cool.

and i am also a very mature person(YES I AM. DENY THIS FACT AND I'LL SILENCE YOU) to understand that it doesn't really matter much to be cool.

seriously.

AND. look at those dudes from 'Mythbusters', or Einstein, or Stephen Hawking, or even the teachers in our school (well...).

i bet they were geeks in school, and they still got to where they are.

so, it will be a very sensible choice for me to be a nerd.

my daily routine shall include:

1. WAKE UP AND BRUSH TEETH
2. PUT ON ANYTHING I CAN FIND.
3. GO TO SCHOOL.
4. STUDY HARD.
5. GO HOME.
6. STUDY HARD.
7. READ BOOKS.

and i shall ban:
1. TV
2. FRIENDS
3. DRINKING AND SOCIALIZING

YAH RIGHT. who am i kidding eh?

but i'm serious about the being-a-major-bookworm deal.

although whether it will actually work is kinda erm, well, hard to say.

so don't put your money on that just yet.

hahahaa.

oh wells, i'm just blogging to put the previous past behind.

and something is SE-RI-OUS-LY wrong with my blogger space.

gotta go, ciao.

2006-06-19T22:35:00.000+08:00

how you live makes who you are.

quiz #1: look at your bedroom. think of 3 adjectives that describe it.

mine-

adjective 1: everywhere. everything is everywhere. no specific corner.

adjective 2: good on the outside, untidy on the inside

adjective 3: boring.

YOU DONE?

ok. these 3 adjectives are what YOU would describe YOURSELF.

hahaa. it's really pretty true. i mean, my thoughts are always everywhere, but the second one is abit wrong, because i'm gross on both the outside and the inside. and i think i'm pretty boring too.

hahha.

QUIZ #2: (you won't get to do this one, because i can't remember the results. it was from a variety show.) YOUR BEDSHEETS. what style is it? (current, or your preferred style)

1. plain

2. with little flowers all over the sheets.

3. BIG PICTURES. (like ocean, forests, blah blah blah)

4. cute. (think pokemon)

this quiz tells how 'lucky' you are in love.

i don't remember the specifics, but for...

people who picked #1: not bad, around 70%.

people who picked #2: VERY GOOD. but you are very critical and picky of who you date.

people who picked #3: AVERAGE, 50%.

people who picked #4: NOT GOOD.

erm, yeah. i can only remember the specifics for 2 because that's what i chose.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

but it's not very true. although i do agree i'm very fussy about who i go out with.

so yes, that explains why i'm still single.

hurhur.

i'm NOT making sense.

bye bye.

2006-06-12T23:30:00.000+08:00

a calling.

i just might have found my calling.

*snort*

or as JH always says (HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE), 'something to fall back on'.

i can design book covers for chick lit!

hohoho.

this is my ad for ad analysis:

as i was telling marissa and dee, the other one had a small ken doll leaning on the legs. which looks EVEN MORE like a romance book cover.

i've just been reading too many chick lits.

2006-06-11T20:49:00.000+08:00

do i really have to?

you know, sometimes i ask myself this qn.

do i really have to find out the ugly truth?

and i'm so freaking curious to know, and the supergirl (YAH RIGHT) is trying to prevent any other problems.

but since it's not supposed to be known, so i guess i shouldn't know?

hahaa.

i'm just a super K-P-O.

and anyways, DID I TELL YOU I BOUGHT TWO PAIR OF SHOES? hahaah. i don't need to buy my mango blazer, because i am just plain broke. i have zero liquidity. alot of shoes (current assets), zero monay.

falalalala. i shall go work this hols.

2006-06-05T12:38:00.000+08:00

WHAT AM I GOING TO DO

what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do what am i going to do

WHAT AM I GOING TO DO!?!

2006-06-04T08:14:00.000+08:00

THIS is an announcement.

THIS is Caden Yeo, my lovely nephew who pops out yesterday @ 9.00 am.

HE IS SO CUTE, PLEASE.

hahhaaha, and may i so daringly add, cuter than tricia when tricia was a baby. (daringly, because tricia's mom just might kill me, when she sees me say this.)

but still, i can only play Tricia now, because Caden is still too soft. haha.

and if you noticed, the top of his head is like pointed. Because the doctor had to use tongs to pluck him out from the womb. haaaah.

anyways, after the birth of Caden came a shock of our lives.

Patsy(my sister, caden's mom) couldn't stop bleeding, or rather, her blood couldn't coagulate. and she was sent to the CCU.

when Derrick told me that, i was so friggin' scared.

i felt so... Izzie.

you know, when Denny wanted to give up and just die, and that speech from her about how Denny CANNOT die?

YES. i felt so IZZIE.

and i really wouldn't have burst out crying, if not for patsy for noticing the tears running around my eyes lah.

okok, that's all for today. i'm going to the hospital a tad bit later.

BUHBYE.

2006-06-03T14:45:00.000+08:00

the world is full of nice people. (er, maybe not 'full of'.)

i've been seeing alot of nice strangers.

like the 2 taxi uncles who drove me out and home yesterday.

the first uncle was really friendly, and we were chatting non-stop about alot of things. hahah. and he broke the traffic laws for me when he discover that i was in a rush to get to esplanade by 8.

the second uncle. well, it was after midnight, and i didn't know that all i have left is 13 freaking dollars, which might not be enough for the drive home. so he sped alot, and at the end, i manage to get home with that amount, but i had to walk. the uncle saw me walking the distance and was yelling from the cab, 'how long more do you need to walk?'.

hhaha. i think he was going to fetch me if my house was still damn far.

er, that sentence above sounds funny.

and just now, the grassroot leader at the anchorvale CC was so nice ok! hhaha he helped me to liase with another grassroots leader. although there's no appointment yet, but there's hope.

so ya, good people are still around, which is... basically something to brighten your days.

ahhaa, it's so cheesy, it's lasagna.

2006-05-28T21:10:00.000+08:00

an all-new addiction.

"CSI: NY".

hahhaah. i spent my afternoon reading their fan forums.

it's really funny when people can read so much into actions.

and discovering that I am not the only one who does and discover that.

it's a guilty pleasure, really, reading all those fan-fics and enjoying people's crazy ideas about the shows.

because me, i have wild thoughts about them too.

(i know what you're thinking. GET YOUR MIND OUTTA GUTTER.)

meanwhile, i'll stay happily in that dirty drain.

=D

on another note, i'm doing the guerilla theatre tomorrow. OOHHOHOOHO it's going to be so much fun. finally comes a reason for me to go crazy, even when you don't need a reason to BE crazy.

yep. bye.

i have to complete my poem, entitled 'SOFT PEN'.

not fun.

hahahaahahaha.

2006-05-28T00:49:00.000+08:00

it's 12.46 am.

and every night i feel like this.

i need a friend to bimbo around.

i'm stuck in a goddamn rut, and there's still a minimum of 1 year when i can finally unchain myself.

anyways. was blog-hopping, and you know, as humans, people criticize.

at the end of the day, i still believe in accepting people for who they are, and if you're pissed, don't take it out on someone else. it's not fair.

and i'm trying to do that all this while.

SHIT. i'm damn bloody emo.

i need a friend.

it's 1.19am and i REALLY need to sleep. got alot of shows to watch tmw and i've to write a poem about 'SOFT PEN'.

ha. ha. ha.

2006-05-24T21:32:00.000+08:00

falalalala.

is it wrong for me to wish that he could just disappear?

is it not right for me to want them to not make up, and separate?

i really want this to end.

even if he didn't do what we thought he did, he still didn't do what he's supposed to do all this while.

he's not doing his job, and we should just fire him.

or shouldn't we?

he's a jackass.

(ok. i know this is darn vague, but when things come to an end, i'll tell y'all what's been bothering me.)

cya, peeps.

2006-05-19T23:12:00.000+08:00

Aahs.

so i fought with my sister. the sister who is heavily pregnant.

but i can't help it.

now, it's not that i'm being unreasonable (ok maybe i am), but the thing i HATE most in the entire world is to have someone interupt me when i'm deeply engrossed. ESP. when it's really important.

like relaxing.

hahaa.

the thing is, i need to STOP using my brain for just a little while, so i was watching 'travel spies' on teevee. my only guilty pleasure left because TAR's gone, GA's gone, and every other good shows' gone too. AND.

IT'S THE LAST PART OKAY. IF U COME IN THE MIDDLE OF SHOW DEMANDING FOR THE PHONE, FINE. BUT IT'S THE END. I HATE NOT CATCHING THE END OF THE SHOWS WHEN I STARTED THE SHOWS FROM BEGINNINGS.

so there. i was like, 'wait can', and she flared up.

well my tone of voice wasn't nice. but look, i'm tired okay. 5 days of being busy and no sleep ain't great k.

ahh wells. whatever la. take away ur 'BETTER' phone then. it's not better. the battery ran out within 2 days. it's LOUSY. and i mean it. it's not a 'heat of a moment' thing.

AND I HAVE A FREAKING ULCER AT THE TOP OF MY BOTTOM LIP, THAT'S SNATCHING AWAY MY ABILITY TO SPEAK PROPERLY WITHOUT SPITTING LARGE AMOUNT OF SALIVA.

I AM NOT A HAPPY PERSON AT THIS HOUR, THIS MINUTE, THIS SECOND.

what i am, is childish and unreasonable.

BAH. so, BYE BYE.

I HATE NAGGERS.

2006-05-12T23:32:00.000+08:00

so... wth.

i feel like doing something, and 11.32pm is not the kind of time you want to do homework at.

it's not gonna be regular, though.

what was i here for, anyways?

OH I REMEMBER.

HUMAN BEINGS ARE PATHETIC CREATURES.

hahah.

so i've been blog-surfing, going to school and blah.

and seriously, i REALLY hate getting into a partially-new environment.

it's not that i don't like meeting new people. i do, i really do. but this is just awkward. it's like, its new, but not THAT new.

know what i mean?

hell, you've seen the gang since a year ago, but it's NOW when you start to talk to them.

this is just the stage when everyone feels, 'oh i don't know you, and so i'm assuming everything i see from you as who you really are'.

which equates to, "i feel that everyone hates me', or 'everyone could be bad-mouthing about me right now'.

and these are the worst things that could happen to you. people pretending to be nice to you, when they are all but stabbing knives all over your back like darts to the board.

i imagine that happening to me from the people i've met in these past years, and i shudder.

yeah.

i know i know, everything is gonna be okay. that's what i tell myself EVERY SINGLE DAY, that everything is a freaking self-fulfilling prophecy.

but this is just one of those times when you say, 'SCREW STRENGTH. EMBRACE SELF-PITY'.

GAWD, do i envy people who can put their thoughts into words.

okay, it's late. and i'm tired from pleasing Tricia.

adios.

2006-05-01T13:43:00.000+08:00

for now, goodbye.

don't worry, i will be back to blog.

but there have been issues that require tissues.

and missions that require my attention.

so until then, i'm going on a blog-break, because i've lost that mood to type, that motivation to be even a tad bit narcissitic to tell you about me.

to all the worried & down mortals, go listen to 'Put Your Records On' by Corinne Bailey Rae. It gave me hope and cheered me up. :D

adios, peeps!

2006-04-23T18:50:00.000+08:00

never would i think that this would happen.

forget it. i had alot of happy things i wanted to say.

but after that convo, forget it.

never would i think that this would happen to me, to us.

are there no everlasting, durable romance that can stand through rains and storms?

i stand by my belief that we shouldn't categorise anyone and anything. and so, my conclusion is:

homosapiens are a big bunch of idiots. including you and me. ( so, clarence, we must go to school to improve ourselves; yes i'm persuading you to go to school still!)

jeez.

currently listening to: 'like a star' by corinne bailey rae

a good person is just too hard to find.

what did she do to deserve all this? what does he want? and what have i done to get into this bunch of shit, to get stuck right here, while the rest are escaping scot-free.

ahh, self-pity. something i discouraged myself to jump into, and yet i'm right here drowning from it.

forget it.

nevermind this.

it'll either pass or explode, like the big bang.

and i'm hoping it's the latter.

life's better off without him, anyways.

2006-04-20T22:01:00.000+08:00

HENG ARH!

THANK GOD BJ AND TYLER ARE STILL IN THE RACE.

when it was the part where they were still searching for the food and all the teams are gone already, all i thought was that the impetus to watch TAR would be gone.

and i bet they weren't being eliminated because CBS knew the impact of their elimination would have on their ratings.

i mean, who wouldn't love them?! especially in the bus and they were imagining the other teams there with them and impersonating the pink twins.

listening to: blue-eyed son's self-fulfilling prophecy

2006-04-20T11:56:00.000+08:00

have you ever?

so i went to MOS yesterday, using Muipeng's ID. almost couldn't get in (which i won't talk about). and then i realised something.

why is it that we are legal enough to have sex at 16, and yet not legal enough to go drinking and clubbing?

isn't this a little ridiculous?

i'm not good putting thoughts into words, but i do believed you get my point.

if you don't, well er, too bad for you la, basically.

2006-04-18T17:15:00.000+08:00

lalalala, lalalala, elmo's world.

it's here! the monsters from Sesame Street 123 are coming to Singapore.

anybody wanna go there with me? fine, it's going to be full of screaming kids, but ANYBODY WANNA GO SEE ELMO WITH ME?

well, it's not just elmo, so if you prefer cookie monster, ernie, big bird, they will be there too!

COME, TELL ME YOU'LL COME.

(yes, i know, i have a deprived childhood.)

2006-04-16T13:49:00.001+08:00

bizarre news.

I was watching the taiwan news yesterday on channel 54 and one report was about this MCQ question set in an exam paper.

it goes something like this:

Q: Which Taiwan president is the worse?

a. Chen Shui Bian
b. Lee Teng Hui
c. Another president
d. All of the above

wow. and one of the exam sitters actually ticked (d) all of the above.

LMAO.

and another one occurred in China. it was the KFC commercial.

Kid A didn't study, while Kid B studied real hard. However, Kid A ate KFC and scored distinctions while Kid B flunked really badly.

ahem, right.

2006-04-15T10:02:00.000+08:00

OOOH.

so yesterday was the supposed last day of my work at cocoa trees.

and man, guess what was welcoming me in the morning once i entered the shop?

boxes and boxes and boxes of chocolates, including those gross mothballs-like marzipan chocolates.

apparently the stocks came only at 9.10 pm last night, and lynn obviously had no time to unpack.

so anyways, in the midst of juggling both acts of unpacking goods and serving customers, came this lady who needed me to wrap up a mini-hamper for her.

and so i did, and so she went.

but later, she came back again, and here's what she said: "Because tomorrow's Easter and you were so nice, this bag of bread and tarts are for you."

ahhh. first time i ever got such treatments from customers man.

well, other than that time during CNY when another lady gave us all hongbaos.

okay la, i know it's not much, but then again, to be repaid for something that you didn't expect any returns is a good feeling.

(okay, i seriously think that the above sentence is damn messed up. if anyone can just re-construct it for me, thank you thank you thank you.)

2006-04-14T20:51:00.000+08:00

isn't it kinda sad?

so on my way to work waiting for the train, a realisation hit me.

in front of each train entrance are arrows telling people where to stand if they want to board, and where to alight.

honestly, it's really damn sad that we have to be told where to place ourselves at.

i mean, shouldn't it be more of an instinctive behaviour.

and the worse part is, no one follows the instructions.

doesn't this hint the etiquettes of people?

it is sad.

2006-04-12T21:08:00.000+08:00

the world is full of weird people. (edited)

so throughout the one and a half month of working at the cocoa trees, i swear i have met more weirdos than i ever have in my entire life.

people would come in the shop, and NOT BUY ANYTHING, and just talk to me.

seriously.

and most of them will start sharing their perspectives in lives, their addictions to chocolates, their knowledge in chocolates and blah blah blah.

maybe my face just screams 'hey, i'm stupid and not know anything! come teach me!', or perhaps 'i'm booorrreeed. someone talk to me'.

but i'm not complaining. i love it when customers talk, instead of giving the 'i don't have time for you' look and mutter 'thank you' and then walk away.

i do find myself enjoying work more when i'm at paragon and when there are customers like that.

now that's why i don't like GWC.

no one's there.

special update: i bought the bag. i stepped into dorothy perkins, and saw the bag and couldn't let go of it. i was supposed to tell the sales associates there to reserve it for me, but... heh.

and here are a few randoms of the week before i post again:

1. i have bad vibes about the new sem and my instincts are rarely wrong.

2. met rendall, zw and kt just now for a short while at starbucks. zw's damn funny. as usual.

3. i have a new favorite author. jenny crusie, that's her name. i'll blog about it soon.

4. i seriously have a problem with those who cannot write or spell. i mean, it's fine if you typed 'quiet' as 'quite', but 'you' as 'euuu'. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. i'll blog about that next. (in fact, right now.)

5. i'm hooked onto discovery travel and living channel.

yea. that's it.

2006-04-08T12:51:00.001+08:00

i found it! i found it!

i found the bag i wanted.

=D

u know, the bag kirsten dunst was using in elizabethtown? that orange slingback with two pockets on the outside?

i found a VERY SIMILAR one.

at dorothy perkins.

sixty-nine dollahs.

and i cannot take my mind off it.

it's scary when i cannot take my mind off somethings/someone.

it usually means one thing: I MUST and WILL HAVE IT.

DAMN. let's hope i have more incentive for my pay.

then i WILL own it.

counting down: 5 more days till NO WORK.

2006-04-07T22:47:00.000+08:00

i want i want i want.

i want... this top from Valentino.

and i know i can't afford it. but it's too damn cute.

and i want this pair of flats.

so cute right?????!!!!!!! damn, i shouldn't have bought the birks and should have got this instead, even though this is like twice as expensive as the birks.

and i want to buy jeans. those white-washed ones (is that what you call them?).

and tops.

i realise that what i've been wearing lately are just t-shirts, t-shirts and more t-shirts.

GAH. HELP ME.

shopping, anyone?

2006-04-07T10:23:00.000+08:00

let the pictures do the talking!

because i'm too tired to think of descriptive phrases and too lazy to even type.

so on the 26 march (i know, i know, this post is waaaay overdue) , we went down to pasir ris chalet to celebrate zhenwei's birthday.

see, zhenwei is the king of crap-talk and when he's around, there will be laughters.

that's why i like this friend of mine. and that's why i went. if it's rendall's birthday?

i can't be bothered.

HURRRR. you know i'm kidding, rendall. =P

but mind you, it wasn't downtown east. but i shan't comprain.

that's rendall koh the asshole (notice the rhyme? ha.ha.ha.) , with the birthday dude zhenwei.

those two, with shihui, cy, wj had been our cooks for the night.

so thank you, thank you and thank you.

ahhhhhhh i don't feel like writing anything. i'll just put up pictures and minimal descriptions.

unlike the cake (which was from Chocz), the event wasn't that much of a flop. =D

the girls. from left: muipeng, chingyan, shihui, me, and joellie with THAT FACE.

our, erm, loot. see the cards on the table? joellie and me were playing memory game with it. LMAO.

why is it that i can't post anymore pictures?! oh well. that was how the night was spent.

you get the picture. (no pun intended.)

2006-04-03T15:46:00.000+08:00

ahem! this is an announcement.

following marissa's changing of name, here comes mine.

haha. i have decided.

(because, if i don't announce it soon, i'll just keep changing my mind.)

so if you like, do call me...

LYLA.

otherwise, peiyi will be fine.

so is miss pretty, or miss oh-you-are-so-sweet.

=D

hurrrrrrr.

and i picked out LYLA out of so many names, not because it was a song by Oasis (oh well. tha was the inspiration), but it was really because i like the fact that the name sounds sweet, but it really isn't all that sweet.

oh well. you wouldn't see my point anyways.

but really, i picked LYLA over LILA.

because stereotypically speaking, LILA gives you an idea of some girl who would put hearts as the dots on the i's and then later paint it red.

while, LYLA...

is just LYLA.

....

yea. adios.

AGAIN.

2006-04-03T14:43:00.000+08:00

evil monster.

i think i'm damn evil.

because everytime i see people jaywalking, i hope they get banged down by cars.

but they should just remain injured.

why, you'll ask?

because, seriously, jaywalking is scary.

it's scary, it's dangerous, and it increases the probability of your death span.

yes, so fine. i'm afraid to die. but i don't see why, when you have life in front of you, you have to kill it.

and so, i rather them learn their lesson through direct experience than anything else.

ahh, hell.

i'm damn hungry now.

ciao.

2006-03-30T11:34:00.000+08:00

seriously.

from now on, when i don't ask you, don't ask me.

haha ok i'm being vague now as i do not want to create any problems.

and from now on, i MUST LEARN TO REJECT.

if not, i'll get myself pissed.

just like yesterday.

it's been what, more than half a year, since i got so pissed that i'm fuming and about to set fire to the train station with my tempers.

AHH... i really want to burst everything out onto this blog.

but no.

offensive and offended: i'm both.

i'm taking everything i read in a very pessimistic way now. why? i'm offended. angers blinding my eyes and those shit.

ARGH.

seriously, i'll never do it again, unless i'll sure of the person.

let's hope it will be better today.

2006-03-29T11:29:00.000+08:00

blogger seems to not want me to put up picture of randall and rendall.

so fine. meanwhile, i'll blog about other things.

post on zhenwei's birthday will be coming up soon.

FIRST, if you guys have been reading the blog of a-particular-person-who-quit-school- after-one-sem, why on earth does she need so many get-aways? well she is the lady of leisure, isn't she? i just have the urge to klonk her with my wok.

get a J-O-B then you talk to me about being exhausted.

and there are a lot of other things i'm finding faults with, but forget it.

hahah anyways.

DARLINGS from T104/T109, i can't make it on the 31st, can we do dinner on the 1st April? PLEASE? we'll reserve table if we need to?

i'll be pretty much be MIA online for the next 3 days.

so anything, please sms me or call me, yes?

=D

and here's the 2 pictures from last tuesday, at Central.

yes, i know. i was tired and i fell asleep.

yea right.

2006-03-20T15:29:00.000+08:00

hands, hands, hands.

see, i was reading sassyjan and she mentioned this.

being bored, i checked out some palmistry sites and i found this which i thought was VERY ACCURATE.

So, do you have short fingers or long fingers?

if your fingers are shorter than the length of your palm,
like this,

you are:

1. one who don't need, or want, as much information from your world around you as do long fingered people. Rely mostly on your gut feelings.

2. action oriented and don't need or want lengthy explanations.

or, do you have long fingers?

you are those kind who would ...

1. love details and need more data before forming opinions or decisions, and are outer directed.

2. take ideas and things apart, and put them back together again to better understand them before taking action.

pictures and analysis credited to... www.handanalysis.com

oh and another thing. i was watching 'Child of Our Time' and they mentioned this.

is your index finger longer than your ring finger? if index finger is indeed longer, you are more feminine than masculine. so if u're a girl and have longer ring finger, you're probably those who are being labeled as 'tomboy'.

yea. so there. interesting eh?

i thought so too.

2006-03-17T23:27:00.000+08:00

lalalalalalala, life is wonderful.

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG.

for those who think that going to jason mraz concert would be such a bore, shame on you.

the gig was EXCELLENT.

EXCELLENT as in WONDERFUL as in POSTIVELY OVERWHELMING as in SUPER ENTERTAINING as in EXHILARITING as in FULL OF LAUGHTERS as in NOT A DULL MOMENT as in JASON MRAZ HAS BECOME MY IDOL WITH HIS WORDS AND MUSIC AND PERFORMANCE AND VOICE.

he's just super talented.

i didn't want the music to end.

he was being the crappy self that he was.

as usual.

he's exactly the JASON MRAZ i hear from his live concerts.

but funnier, livelier and crappier.

hahaha.

if i ever have a boyfriend, he's gotta be as full of shit as he.

LOL.

AND THOSE PEOPLE WITH CAMERAS should off their flashes.

for me, going there should be about listening to him and feeling it, and NOT blinding people with the camera flashes.

i like him live and acoustic better though. the cd ain't as good.

HE NEEDS TO COME AGAIN.

foxy!

and i want this t-shirt from his jasonmraz store:

it means: I'm a Fan of Jason Mraz.

HILARIOUS.

i'm still VERY HAPPY.

WEEEEEEEE.

okay, this isn't as detailed as i wanted it to be. will blog more when i don't have to work.

adios!

jason mraz rocks my socks, yo.

2006-03-16T22:42:00.000+08:00

jason mraz.

I'M EXCITED!

*squeaks and squeals*

he's so full of crap la.

visit www.myspace.com/jasonmraz and listen to the first song 'Theme from MyMy'.

he actually wrote a song for myspace.

and the lyrics go something like this,

'this is the theme music to my myspace, my space, my space,
i made it just for while you're using my myspace, my space, my space...'

how can u not laugh out loud on this one?!

seriously.

WEE.

and there's rivermaya playing tomorrow at around 10. should i go too? not a big listener of them, but heard their songs and they are pretty good.

will blog more about the concert and all soon.

i need a new j-o-b.

2006-03-16T13:05:00.000+08:00

over here, over there, on the ground, everywhere!

the title is not related. elmo was chanting this on sesame street, and i find it cute.

and err...

ARE THERE ANYONE WHO WOULD ACTUALLY GO TO ART MUSEUM OR ESPLANADE WITH ME TO VIEW VISUAL ARTS?

seriously. i can't seem to find a companion with me to do all these things.

i need a friend.

haha.

and because i'm really lazy, my blog is going to be in the listed format.

here are my random thoughts for this week:

1. JASON MRAZ IS PERFORMING TOMORROW AND I'M WATCHING IT. HAPPY i am.

2. i finally bought a pair of shoes that i love. and i wanna get another pair of shoes.

3. just finished watching grey's anatomy 'band-aid covers the bullet hole'. i cried. again.

4. i'm in love with comedy sitcoms. guilty pleasure? the nanny. you know, that really old show with Fran Drescher in it, and she was the nanny of this rich family? that show cracks me up.

5. i saw Rosalind Pho, that girl in the show 'Light Years' and Mark Zee yesterday. not that it's anything worth mentioning but Rosalind Pho's make-up was so thick, it looked like one that should be on a chinese opera singer.

6. Westside story. any takers?

and i really need to go clean up to go to my sister's house.

adios.

2006-03-09T21:50:00.000+08:00

random 101.

1. i saw a dress at projectbloodbros and i totally wanna, like, get it. it's like, so totally cute. (it's written like that for effects. bimbo effects.)

2. i was walking back from the toilet to cocoa trees today, when a man by the pay phone asked me to dial a number for him. to a man call Farhan. now, it's not like he's handicapped. this man has hands. weird.

3. i have the mood to make chocolate truffles. am checking out recipes at marthastewart.com now. heh.

4. sister is selling me her digicam at 100 bucks. hehe. be prepared to see dozens of me on this blog in the future.

5. was reading a magazine and they introduced this place called the 'lipstick bandit'. it's a boutique/cafe on haji lane, near bugis village. anyone wanna go there with me?

6. am getting a haircut soon.

7. there was this old caucasian couple today, who bought two neuhaus chocolates from me. after they paid for it, and left, they returned to the store asking me how come it's so expensive. i mean, "hello?! you paid for them and left remember? shouldn't you be clearer what the price is?" humans.

8. shouldn't star idol be over soon? i have such a field day watching the show. know why? because they can't act for nuts. SERIOUSLY.

9. i am going to make chocolate truffles this sunday. anyone wants to try?

10.i want a new hairstyle.

11.did i tell anyone i love the song 'beautiful love' by the afters and 'statue' by low millions? everytime i listened to them, i feel a rush of euphoria coming over. okay fine, i'm exaggerating.

12.i'm considering changing my name. as in, to an english name. has been thinking about this for a really long time now, but i've never got it done. but it's gonna be weird, since everyone already knew me as 'peiyi'.

13.i love the book 'Bet Me' by Jenny Crusie. it's funny, smart, witty and it's romantic. haha. you just have to read it to see what i meant.

right.

so it isn't exactly random 101, but i just thought i'll post some things that i've been thinking about for the past few days.

GUYS, let's go out! hahah

adios.

2006-03-05T02:51:00.000+08:00

why did we quarrel?

you know, years ago, when i was just sec 1, there was this friend, eileen. i would say tt she was the FIRST BEST FRIEND i made in secondary school.

i could still remember the times we would hang out, being innocent (yes, me, innocent =D) and doing things together, like any normal girlfriends.

and then, the friendship became on and off, on and off, when the two of us started to have tiffs.

wait. i wouldn't call them 'tiffs', because we didn't exactly scream each others' guts off. but there were definitely problems.

we would think less of each other, thinking each other betrayed one another, backstabbed one another. did i really make a mistake? is she really the nice person, and all i did was slam her and label her as a conniving two-faced bitch?

erm. did i?

i don't know.

and i started thinking about this because, as i'm a blog stalker, i was reading her blog, and she actually mentioned my name. and she said i was a sweet friend.

i'm touched. really. all u have to do, is to compliment me and i'll die for you. haha.

yea, i'm cheap.

ANYWAYS.

she said i was a sweet friend! and she sounded so sincere in everything she's said, from me being a sweet friend (it's true, you know. haha) to her not understanding why people gotta have motives.

and then i started thinking, 'why did we quarrel? how come we couldn't stay friends? was it us, or if it was the people around us who created the chaos and we all but believed the lies and became victims of deceit?'

we were so alike, but we couldn't stay friends.

and i'm still thinking, 'why?'

could we be friends now? did we not trust each other enough, and have that little faith in that friendship?

if we hold on, and clarify and stand strong, would matters be different today? would i be who i am, would we be what we are?

and i'm still thinking, 'why?'

2006-02-27T12:15:00.000+08:00

sawadee ka! i'm back. (like gazillion years ago)

hello!!!! how are u peeps?

i'm goddamn sick. bleh. and i can't help but go to the fridge and down a whole can of fizzy drink.

lol.

anyway, i know i have to blog about the trip to bangkok, and about what i've been up to, but i'm lazy. i'm even lazy to put up pictures.

heh.

and as i'm a copycat, i shall follow clarence's way of promising you people what's gonna come up.

1. blog about bangkok.

2. blog about work. (woah, so exciting.)

3. blog about tricia and her abusive nature towards me.

4. blog about some of my daydreams.

5. the book.

and i will, eventually. just not now. but to make you guys happy, here's a very cute picture of tricia.

gah. work tmw. totally dreading it.

2006-02-23T22:51:00.000+08:00

so.

so i'm leaving tmw for bangkok.

why am i not excited?

ohkay la, i'm happy that i'm FINALLY going to be on an airplane, but i'm not squealing with joy.

maybe i just haven feel it yet.

i might eventually squeal with delights once i get to the airport.

but the thing is, i'm not packed yet! hahahaha.

anyways, haven blog in a while. so here comes my little recap of what went on today.

went to ikea with geri and kenneth for lunch. we ordered so much la! hahha.

meatballs, chicken wings, roast beef, etc etc.

and then, we move down to town to catch final destination 3.

i feel so stupid watching the show loh.

the show is great. (and gross.)

but because i was so afraid of seeing somethings i don't really wanna see, i keep hiding behind the pillow. the pillow i just bought from ikea.

i feel so stupid. hahaha.

but once again, i must say, the show is really good because it makes me think and it freaks me out, like no other horror shows.

i mean, seriously, if it actually happens in real life, to YOU, how would you feel?

heh.

ok, i think this post sucks to the core. but i'm so tired i'm like a bore.

notice the rhymes?

=S.

ciao.

2006-02-20T23:10:00.000+08:00

i'm going to miss deone. lots.

you know, that happiness and that cheeriness are just so hard to find nowadays.

hahha.

and u know, i was working today and as i was bored out of my guts, i thought of this.

What's your perfect home?

me, it should consist of the following:

1. a family. and a puppy.

2. should be set in manhattan style.

3. i'll wake up, take care of the kids, work, relax. kinda like reese witherspoon and what she's doing now.

and that's it. really simple. i'm an easily contented person (yea right!).

hurhur.

it's GELARE session with kt tmw!!!

2006-02-18T13:39:00.000+08:00

so it's over.

year 1 has finished.

i'm glad.

i'm sad.

and i'm thankful.

i'm glad and thankful for all these great people in t104/109. without them, i don't know what i'll do.

you peeps are the greatest bunch of people around.

THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE, and tahan-ing my stupid lame jokes and tempers. i've been stupid for the whole year and you guys are just amazing, to be able to take my stupidity. =D

we shall go out. play taboo again, catch movies, chill out, go sing karaoke, and etc.

MUST KAY? cannot say not free.

okay, i know we're going to meet again, but i cant help myself to do this.

The Tribute:

to jason: you're the first person i know from Mass Comm T104. you're a great guy. Thank you for tolerating the way i work. POA was not great (with all politics and all), but good.

to jh: thank you thank you thank you. other than thank yous, there's nothing much i can say. You're the first one i felt the most comfortable being around. thank you for accepting my lame jokes. i'll NEVER forget the times we sat in the cabs, trains and talk about our dreams and share stuff. let's go sing songs k? i have the urge to sing. lol.

to kenneth: you're a fun guy to hang out with. the ideal chill-out partner. the conversations we had were wonderful. shall we go out more often?

to deone: you know what girl, i was kinda intimidated by you at first. ahaha but it's all fine now! lol. you're such a sweetheart with a funny nature. i anticipate more going-outs with you! and of course, more grey's anatomy discussion.

to clarence: aiyo you are one hell of a humourous dude. lame but funny. haha! but i hardly ever hang out or see you around! but nvm, we still have jason mraz to go see! !!!!

to jialing: u are cute. okay wait, lemme clarify myself. it's not the 'elmo-cute' way, but... cute. lol. i like your personality, and admire your character. and you're a very pretty person.

to geraldine: i hardly ever do talk to you! hahaha. but times with you were just splendid. you're another of those girls i always wish i'll be but am not.

to steph: i've labeled you the LAUGHING QUEEN. hahahha! you're always so bubbly, so energetic, you just seem to light up every place you're in. do stay the way you are, hun.

to jon: you're just plain annoying. lol. noo la, jk. but seriously, you're another funny and fun guy. doing projects with me can make a mortal turn into a lunatic. i'm just glad you didn't. =D.

SO THERE. please don't think i'm saying for the sake of saying it yeas. i say these because i mean it.

ouch, leg cramps.

gotta go watch tivo.

ROAR, grey's anatomy has been taken off youtube.

2006-02-15T20:45:00.000+08:00

fuck it.

i'm so pissed i'm seeing red.

i'm so upset i can't even see.

it's my mom.

stop making assumptions about me when you don't know a thing can.

when i was awake at 1, doing my work, where were you?

you weren't here to check on me, and see what i'm doing.

so how can u ever accuse me of staying up late to be playing away?

how can u ever assume that i was NOT doing work.

and it was YOU who didn't want to help me.

and now i'm doing it, you are snatching to do it?!

so it's my fault?

i'm not being an ingrate.

but i just don't like to be accused.

you're tired, so am i.

i'm tired to doing work till 2 in the morning and waking up early in the freaking morning.

i'm tired of listening to the complaints and questions.

stop asking questions you don't need to know.

if i feel like telling you, i will.

if i don't, that means i'm not in my good mood and i don't want to quarrel.

fuck it man.

stop accusing me.

i know i'm being unreasonable and not understanding, but i'm too pissed to be nice and fair now.

2006-02-13T21:15:00.000+08:00

as the cupids start flying around,

i begin to retch.

and become immobile.

everywhere are heart-shaped balloons, flowers, gifts.

RARR.

yes, in case you're thinking, i'm jealous, i'm envious and i'm desperate.

LOL.

no la. jk. but still, you just feel like jumping down into the crowd and join this gift-giving exercise. but then you realise, 'oh py, there's no one for you to buy for!'

ouch.

oh and you know wad people, i dreamt of derek shepherd/patrick dempsey TWICE. haha!

seriously. and i was 'Meredith'. Just that, it's me but playing Meredith's character.

shit, i'm getting all paiseh typing this. hahahha.

yea, you must be thinking, "in your dreams, py!"

eh, forgive the pun. pun not intended.

see what too many grey's anatomy do to you?

and speaking of Grey's Anatomy, it's a great show. while watching '(As we know it)', i cried and cried and cried and cried. and i don't mean just weep. i WAILED, BAWLED, whatever-adjectives-you-have-for-it.

and next week for GA should be really interesting.

2006-02-13T00:42:00.000+08:00

oh so cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!

deone, i saw the T.R Knight interview with Tony Danza and...

elmo is SOOOOOOOOOO CUTE i wanna squeeze it till the day i die.

i'm SOOOOOOOOOOO going to buy elmo. like a life-size, talking elmo.

i love elmo.

lalalalalalala, elmo's world.

elmo, my love.

2006-02-12T14:09:00.000+08:00

singapore is crazy and stupid. (please don't arrest me. it's nowhere near racism or political)

do u know, there's gonna be 'Project Runway Singapore?'

oh my freaking shithead. do we have to have everything another country has?

it's just really... stupid.

and can we see more creativity in our media industry?

i SWEAR, if i ever go into the TV industry, there'll NEVER EVER be shows like 'Singapore Edition: Survivor', or 'Singapore's Next Top Model'.

Project Runway Singapore is just ___________.

you fill up that blank yourself.

2006-02-11T22:02:00.000+08:00

i feel good!

ooh yea!

lols.

i feel good because there's no more writcom.

and i got work done today while catching up with kt.

i feel accomplished.

and, i'm sooooo soooo soooo looking forward to the new episodes of Grey's Anatomy.

after reading the episode guides for the next three episodes, i'm excited. the guides just proved that the show is getting more and more interesting.

on a side side note, i'm looking forward to next friday, but feeling upset about next friday as well.

as much as i'm glad school is over and ecstatic tt t109 peeps are together hanging out, i'm also pretty down on knowing that i'll be separated from this bunch of great people.

oh wells. we MUST keep in touch k? say 'hi' to each other, call each other out, have lunches, dinners together. K? k? k?

OK?

2006-02-09T23:06:00.000+08:00

save me from this ache.

the muscle on my right arm is aching so much that i can't do work.

it's been like that since this morn.

crap loh. salon pas is on, ate panadol.

still hurts.

PAIN!

rarr.

oh well but at least writcom is done.

OUCH.

2006-02-09T02:53:00.000+08:00

of craziness.

i'm going crazy.

i went crazy.

i jumped and screamed like a crazy just now.

because its 2.53 am, and its been 3 days since i have a decent slp.

i'm tired, i'm cranky, i'm grumpy.

and i need caffeine.

and i need the work to be done.

like NOW.

RARRRR.

i'm crazy.

i'm crazy.

i'm crazy.

i hate teamwork. have i told u before?

i didn't?

i hate teamwork.

i love teamwork, but i also hate teamwork. i need to, seriously, do work.

RARRRRRRRRR.

*spew fire*

2006-02-09T00:46:00.000+08:00

splitting headaches and dying brain.

is there any thing such as 'word-phobic', 'laptop-phobic'?

because i'm so sick of writing i think i might just be those.

and i am seriously in need of caffeine, but god knows i can't drink it, cos the calories in one cup of coffee is so high i wont be able to burn them away.

anyways.. I AM GOING TO BANGKOK!!!!!!!!!!

shopping, airplanes, new experience.

now, that's something for me to look forward to.

i swear, i won't be touching the laptops for more than 10 times during the vacation. gosh, i hate computers.

here i bring you my current fav music video:

Movie Script Ending -Death Cab for Cutie

2006-02-07T20:20:00.000+08:00

before i start chionging...

i think i'm a very bad teammate.

or rather, i suck at working with others.

HOW?

the thing with me is, i like to do things when i like, where i like. being with others just make me feel very burdened.

now, of course, that only happens when i'm working.

so continue to be friends with me.

erm. wad am i talking about.

orhkay. i'll go do my work already.

at least i have my starbucks.

2006-02-05T21:42:00.000+08:00

listening to: Fool's Gold

Too, too many
There’s so, so many
There’s too, too many
Too many of us
Everyone’s hoping to be the one
spun straw into gold and outshine the sun

It’s fools gold glowing
Nothing is growing
Nothing is flowing from these taps
It’s fools gold glowing
nothing is flowing
we’re just seagulls pulling at scraps

Leave, gotta leave today
get far away from, far from the madding crowd
It’s turning grey, gotta leave today now
For the black clouds
No longer hoping to be the one
spun straw, into gold and outshine the sun

It’s fools gold glowing
Nothing is growing
Nothing is flowing from these taps
It’s fools gold glowing
nothing is flowing
we’re just seagulls pulling at scraps

Don’t need golden fleece
Just give me some peace
Gonna learn to see what’s in front of me
I want to giveI want to give not take
Everything seems so fake
Maybe it’s just too loud
Maybe I am just too proud
Trying to get far, far from the madding crowd
Can’t seem to catch a break
Everything seems so fake
Everything seems so fake

And everyone’s hoping to be the one
Spun, straw into gold and outshine the sun

It’s fools gold glowing
Nothing is growing
Nothing is flowing
It’s fools gold glowing
Nothing is growing
Nothing is flowing from these taps
It’s fools gold glowing
nothing is flowing
we’re just seagulls pulling at scraps

--- Adrienne Pierce @ www.myspace.com/adriennepierce

heard it from grey's. Soothing voice, soothing melody, soothing... lyrics (? ok la. not really)

but it's just very soothing. but it's not released yet.

2006-02-02T10:21:00.000+08:00

you know...

i just read someone's blog and i'm not exactly happy about what i read.

for us in T109, you should know who i'm talking about.

fine, i know it's none of my business and who am i to judge.

but it's so irritating to refer us to 'little girls' when she is really our peer.

like, hey stop the whole denial thing can?

no point acting all adult on us when we ARE peers right? and even adults don't do that.

the whole classy act has gone to look like a poser thing to do. and that means it is too far gone.

and the friends of hers are in denial too.

=D

now. no offense, if you are reading it.

2006-01-31T21:19:00.000+08:00

GONG XI FA CAI.

hongbao na lai.

How've your CNY been?

mine was great, except that i HAVE NOT met up with my sec school mates yet!

was supposed to meet today for steamboat, but we've all got assignments to rush.

lol.

CNY is really all about eating la.

i think i've just grow back that 2 kg i lost over the past 3 weeks eating steamboats and all.

CARBS.

anyways.

CNY Day 1 was normal but fun. went praying, visiting @ my paternal side, and den went down to that thing @ Singapore River. It was so packed, we had to go to marina square to park our cars and walked there. It was fun though. Dad was, as normal, doing and buying weird things. He bought these statues that, once you pour hot water over them, will start peeing. hahahah i'll have to take pictures to show you.

Day 2 was D-R-A-M-A. hahah. on our way up to my maternal ah ma's house, we met my cousin. same age and all, but she is notorious for her bad behaviour. let's just say that the whole family is little weird up there, shall we? She met us, and started complaining to my mom and dad that ah ma had called her names and all.

It wasn't so. In fact, it was SHE who scolded my ah ma. LOL. damn drama. the whole time i was there, my aunties and uncles were discussing it.

and... TODAY! we had our yu-sheng at home. as usual. dad and mom bought the ingredients and made our very own home-made yu-sheng.

i love CNY. for it always make me feel homey and the existence of a complete family (with sisters and bro-in-laws and tricia). I love the feeling of home la, basically.

although this year isn't very special, but i love it so far. the time i get to spend with my family is just amazing.

touched, sisters? hahha

OH. for little dragons like us, here's our fortune this year:

Fortune of Career: It's like a boat sailing against the current as competition is strong. Be careful of trusting people excessively.

Fortune of Love: Us born in 1988 better focus on education. Love affairs might affect your studies.

Fortune of Family: Lots of gossips in family that are easy to cause disputes with neighbors. Beware of any sudden change or you will be thrown off-guard.

Orhkay. i need to let you know this, i eliminated some points. but basically, it's a pretty bad year for us. hhahaha

For the rabbits, it's a VERY GOOD YEAR.

i need to go slp now. have to be up and about by 5.20. GOOD NIGHT DARHLINGS! =D

2006-01-28T20:08:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR, MY DARLINGS!

how was the steamboat/dinner/whatever-you-had-for-the-reunion-dinner?

gosh. i love mom's cooking. NEVER fails to make me eat eat and eat.

that basically explains my current figure.

=S

anyways.

can anyone just STOPS making shows like Grey's Anatomy?

it's so good, it's so drama, it's better than all the other shows i've been watching.

Even DH didn't get me THIS hooked.

i finished season one last night (yes i'm that slow). Well, the original plan was to just watch ONE episode. but it was soooo addictive that i couldn't help but go for more.

the show is a drug.

HOW CAN A SHOW GET THIS GOOD?

hahaaha.

oh wells.

HAPPY NEW YEAR ONCE AGAIN GUYS!

now, where are my angpaos?

2006-01-20T10:39:00.000+08:00

Mr A-Z is coming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm super duper ECSTATIC!!!!!!

hahah, okay, exclamation marks overload.

he'll be in Singapore for the Mosaic Music Festival,

when? 17 March

where? Concert Hall

expensive not? it's 30 bucks for students.

ANY TAKERS???

hahah clarence you better go wor.

omg i'm sooo happy my heart is thumping like crazy. haahhaa

and, King of Convenience is coming too. KT is going, but i don't really wanna tag along with her and her friends, awkward you know?

anyone wannna go too? it's 30 bucks too.

to listen to them, click here. the music they make are good chill-out music.

oh, on a sidenote, i'm terribly guilty.

yesterday, i went to orchard to pick up the research books that i reserved for writcom. and on my way home in the orchard mrt station, this pair of mother and daughter came up to me and ask me if the one going to dhoby ghaut is to city hall as well. Thinking that it's not, i told them its the other platform going to city hall.

but i was wrong.

oh wells. they must have cursed me.

2006-01-19T11:26:00.000+08:00

KRAP.

i hate myself can.

am supposed to go to school for the speech. End up here at home.

I've got everything prepared la. End up ill in bed.

KRAP.

ciao. gtg see doctor.

jason mraz is coming to singapore. will blog about this later.